Feb. 19 marked the day the United States of America officially rejoined the Paris Climate Agreement and is back in the global fight against climate chaos, which is inevitable if we follow business as usual, now termed RCP (representative concentration pathway) 8.5.
To make the political climate even worse, politicians served up the doozy of trying to blame renewable energy for the failure of the power grid in Texas.
Though it should still be a week of celebration, this week also marked an unthinkable milestone: 500,000 deaths in the United States due to COVID-19. At the same time, most states are opening back up, and our young people are becoming suicidal at alarming rates, which is a secondary, yet major, pandemic. As a psychiatrist, I see that, thus far, we are doing virtually nothing about that escalating tragedy.
Increasingly, my work in mental health brings me up against this fundamental moral and existential crisis. How can humanity go on in a world so in denial about the facts which confront us? Our tendency to compartmentalize bad things works against us in the most urgent of ways now. But it is our inability to confront our own mortality that most haunts us. We trick ourselves into believing it will never happen to us.
I spent many nights of my childhood worrying about the myriad of ways I could die. I am the opposite of most people. And the world did not disappoint. I have had many near-death experiences. I come from trauma, so it feels like it accompanies me.