“What if the other side collapses while we’re in here?”
My newspaper colleague and I were walking through a partially blocked tunnel on Highway 101 near the central Oregon Coast town of Yachats, en route to interview and photograph public officials, when she posed the question. The tunnel was long and very, very dark. We’d parked on the northern end and were walking toward the southern tunnel opening, where a powerful winter storm had sent an entire hillside worth of mud, trees, rocks and debris onto the highway a week before, almost completely covering that side of the tunnel.
I can still remember the bubble of panic growing inside of my chest after she asked that question. The two of us — both in our 20s and still eager enough to please our editors that we often took risks to get the story — looked at each other inside that dark tunnel and we screamed. Then we ran the entire way, toward that sliver of light on the other end. The relief was sweet … until I realized we would eventually have to brave that entire tunnel again to get back to our cars.
I was thinking about that tunnel this weekend. I’d received my first dose of the BioNTech-Pfizer COVID-19 vaccine a few days prior, and had been feeling pretty optimistic for the first time in over a year. Then I started reading about the COVID variants that are rocking parts of the world, including our Canadian neighbors to the north, where a third wave of COVID-19 in British Columbia, fueled by more contagious (and possibly more lethal) variants is “killing faster and younger,” and that same feeling of panic swept through me.
We’ve been in a dark place for more than a year now, but the vaccines have been a sliver of light at the end of that tunnel. Now, the variants — combined with COVID fatigue, vaccine refusers and scores of infuriating officials who refuse to let go of the deadly “reopen everything and let them all get it” Trump playbook — are causing some public health experts to ask that same question my colleague posited 20 years ago: What if the other side collapses while we’re in here?