The disease has also put a strain on her relationships.
“That comes from her being self-conscious,” said Ponce’s husband, Omero Ponce. “She used to be this really beautiful person in her own eyes, which I think she still is. Now her whole life has changed, and she felt completely surprised I’m still with her. Honestly, it seemed like she was trying to push me out for my own happiness. I tell her that I’m never going to leave, but in her own mind, it’s like, ‘Why are you still here?’ It’s sad, but I completely understand. If I were in her shoes I’d feel exactly the same way.”
Despite suffering through “four years of horribleness,” Ponce remains motivated to reclaim the life she once had.
“She just pushes through it,” Omero said. “She complains very little. If her pain is worse one day, you’d never know. She’s persevered through a lot of things. No matter how she’s feeling, she doesn’t show weakness. She’s very strong.”
Before being consumed by the disease, Ponce, a 2009 Washougal High School graduate, enjoyed outdoor activities such as hiking, swimming, camping and horseback riding, as well as baking.
Now she stays indoors and watches a lot of television.
“I’m still young. My husband and I want to have kids and live what most people would call a normal life,” she said. “I just want to work and have a house and a family, and I can’t do that with this disease. That’s a motivating factor for me. I do want a family. I do want to live a normal life. I want to do whatever I can before I’m too old to make it happen.”